「冰冷的手 插入口袋 也算暖和」
《誰》 蔡健雅
"Don't think too much. It only makes you miserable."
最近工作和生活充滿壓力，身心疲累，好想好好休息。
今天全日精神錯亂，神情恍惚，加上胃痛作嘔，放工立即衝回家，車上半夢半醒，打算回家倒頭就睡，可是竟睡不著。
關上燈，瑟縮沙發上，電視浮躁的光影映照木訥的臉，想必是一副寂寞模樣。
走上床，積壓一天的傷感湧上心頭。哭吧哭吧放聲哭吧，我知道你今天想哭很久了。
連陌生人也比你關心我，大概「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」也有這種意思。
就這樣吧。
「撐過去 遠地會綠油油」
Countdown 40
困難重重，過關斬將，未見官先打好多大板，計劃不斷推翻再計劃
Wish me luck please!
又，近來每日撞損手，次次見血，關鐵閘撞損，關窗都撞損，被釘書釘”界”損，揭雜誌當然會”界”損，開紙箱也被紙皮”界”損，時常莫名奇妙感到一陣刺痛，又整損手了。雙手現存未痊癒的傷口有四個，其中一個新鮮滾熱辣還貼著膠布，另一個已受傷半年，由於傷在手背，日常容易觸碰磨擦，不斷再整損，根本未好過。
對的，常觸碰傷口又怎會痊癒，好吧，學習放下。
那些別人要的。
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原來一年多以來不斷犯錯
好吧，做人應該有一些堅持，沒有下次。
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明日會點？
唔知
只知道年紀唔細，已時間無多，是時候了。
好吧，繼續努力
You'll get there :)
Break
破(土);割破
He fell but didn't break the skin.
他跌倒了但沒有擦破皮膚。
使垮掉;制服;放棄(習慣);使放棄習慣
He just can't break such a bad habit.
他就是改不掉這個壞習慣。
(天空)破曉
When day broke he had already been on the way.
天亮時,他已在路上了。
暫停;休息[C]
There is a ten-minute break between the classes.
課間有十分鐘休息時間。
【口】機會;好運[C]
As a long-distance runner his main break came last spring in Australia.
作為一位長跑選手,他是上個春天在澳大利亞真正交上好運的。
Break fresh ground
開闢新天地
Break off
1. 中斷,中止;突然停止,突然住口
2. 斷交,斷絕友好關係
3. 折斷;(使)斷開
4. 暫時歇手
5. 【海】偏離
Break one's heart
傷心
Break-out book
(根據銷量而定的) (作者的) 成名作
Break up
1. 中斷;中止
2. 分離,分散,分裂
3. 崩潰,解體
Breaker
使破碎的事物
a breaker of hearts
令人傷心的事
Breakfast
早餐,早飯[C][U]
Breaking point
【數】轉化點
Breakthrough
突破性進展;突破點
quoted from Yahoo Dictionary
好想抱著一個人大哭一場
"If I come and hold you now, you'll be safe and sound"
- 《Be strong Now》 James Iha
實不相瞞，多年來一直暗自許下諾言──如果傷心時有人對我唱這首歌，我一定會對他死心塌地。就算不用親自唱咁老土，播放或點唱也好。
當然，從來沒有人這樣做。
同類型的密碼還有一個，就是送我一筒全是紅色的能得利軟糖。
正如說出來的願望不會成真，如今已把這些密碼寫出來，自然不再有效了。
就讓它永遠掉進黑洞。
裝作灑脫 其實很懦弱
有太多的藉口 終究沒有結果
誰讓我感覺 他最了解我
眼神交錯 話都不用說
就抱緊我 讓我感受 他多愛我
「煙不離手把自己灌醉
醉醒過後笑自己有多狼狽
這樣也許能讓我好過一些
把你當做風箏隨風而飛
越飛越高直到無所謂
我剪斷了線
不再對你懷念」
《思念》蔡健雅
everything will be fine
as time goes by
countdown 49
"if the Russia visas fail in China and Mongolia then I will climb to the peaks of the Altai mountains and then down the other side into Kazakhstan :)"
quoted from lonely planet forum
:) | 5th Jan 2010 |
keep the faith | (6 Reads)
The Star
Whenever all hope seems lost, the Star will reappear to prove that you have really lost nothing.
The Star will light your way. Its light is a soft radiating glow that warms and comforts.
The kinder and gentler light of the Star will lead you back to the right path.
Each of us has a little piece of the Star deep inside, waiting to cast its light into the world to light the way.
In times of darkness it shows that there is a way out, and tells you not to worry, for illumination and freedom are at hand.
Let the infinite energy of the Star warm you and rejuvenate your soul, to provide the strength and the clarity of purpose you need to continue on your journey.
You must combine the solidity of material existence with the waters of your emotions and of your spirit. This is a time when miracles can happen, so kick off your shoes and wade into the pool, confident that the water will support you until you reach the other side.
http://www.ata-tarot.com/resource/cards/
